I
am told that if you look not too far outside the walls of Jerusalem, you will
behold a sight that will haunt you for a long time, if not forever. It is about 250 yards northeast of the
Damascus Gate. This gate is one of the
main ones into the Holy City. It might
even be the gate through which Pontius Pilate would enter Jerusalem in one of
his grandiose processions designed to both honor him and to show off Roman
military might and finery.
If
you look off in that direction, you will see a rather large cliff, maybe 60
feet high. It is ancient and gray and is
embedded with rocks. In that cliff are
three large indentations. Using your imagination a bit, you can almost see the
face of a skull carved into that rock face:
Two empty eye sockets and a gaping mouth.
At
the foot of the hill is a fairly level place, perhaps once used for a garbage
dump. But even then, there would be room
for a tall, wood-hewn cross, room enough, in fact, for three of them. This was likely a place of execution, a place
of crucifixion. This is likely Golgotha,
the Place of the Skull. This is likely
where Jesus was torturously killed.
It
was not used for Roman citizens but was reserved for those non-Romans found
guilty of sedition, treason, and not operating in the best interest of the
Roman Empire of which they were a part – even if not by choice. Crucifixion was also used to send a
message: Don’t mess with Rome. Consequently, crucifixion was the go to instrument
of death when someone like Pontius Pilate thought it prudent to destroy
movements such as the populist one he and too many others feared that Jesus was
starting.
It
was to this place – Golgotha – that, according to tradition, Jesus carried the
heavy top bar of his cross, with the help of Simon of Cyrene. Beaten, whipped with the requisite 39 lashes,
sporting a split upper lip, Jesus walked what should have been a brisk ten
minute jaunt from his place of sentencing to the scene of his execution –ten
minutes if you were just taking garbage to the dump. But, of course, he was not doing that, and
there was also all the people crowding and jostling each other on either side
of the dirt road. It took quite a bit
longer, much to the chagrin of the soldiers trying to keep things moving along
at an orderly pace.
Some
of the people stood in silence, their eyes following the painful
procession. Others shook their heads
sadly and whispered among themselves:
“So sorry.” “So sad.” “He was so young.” Some of the women wept and wailed at his
anguish. Jewish leaders who had
infiltrated the peasant crowd had incited others. With their sharp tongues,
they mocked and jeered him. “He saved others; let him save
himself if he is God’s Messiah, the Chosen One.” Their bloodthirsty mantra spread through the
crowd.
Upon
reaching the Place of the Skull, with the deathly voids of the eye sockets
staring down mercilessly, the Roman soldiers stripped Jesus bare naked and then
placed the cross bar that he and Simon had been carrying on the top of the
upright, vertical beam. Then a couple of the soldiers lifted Jesus onto the
cross. There was a small saddle of wood where they put his buttocks.
Then
the soldiers took some ropes and tied Jesus’ body to the cross, so he would not
fall off as they completed their grisly work. It is said that heavy ten-inch
spikes were driven into his wrists and into his feet, securing the former to
the cross piece and the latter to the bottom of the cross.
And
there Jesus hung in agony – stark naked, shamed to the max. There the curious watchers and soldiers alike
made fun of him – and there was so much to make fun of. The satiric placard
nailed at above his head - “King of the Jews” – said it all.
After
all, here was a man who could no longer control his bodily functions or get rid
of the flies that congregated around him. Here was a man with not a shred of
honor left. “Save yourself if you are King of the Jews,” the soldiers yelled up
to him. Because there was no way he
could get down, Jesus and the two robbers who hung with him could be there for
days until they died of exhaustion and suffocation.
Surely the evidence was in. As Anglican priest Tim Chesterton noted, “How can a man
hanging on a cross be God’s Messiah, the chosen king of God’s people Israel?
After all, the generally accepted model for the Messiah was King David, the
great warrior king from a thousand years before the time of Christ, the one who
defeated the Philistines and established Israel as a great power. During the reign of David Israel finally
got some respect from her neighbors! David was ruthless toward his enemies;
we’re told that on one occasion he lined up the Moabite men and put to death
every third one of them, just to put the fear of Israel into them. On the
‘David’ model, the king’s victories over his enemies are signs that God is with
him, but only a false Messiah would be executed by his enemies!”
Most
everyone milling about scorned Jesus and hurled insults at him – even one of
the criminals hoisted up next to him. “Life is pretty tough on
Messiahs these days, eh? How about a little miracle, Galilean? Some king of the
Jews you are…. Aren’t you the Messiah? Save yourself and us!”
And through it all – the pain, the
mockery, the shame, the catcalls and jeers, the presumption of guilt, of
misrepresenting himself as the Chosen One – Jesus said only two things: “Forgive them, for they do not know what they
are doing” and “I promise you that today you will be in Paradise with me.”
Imagine: The first person Jesus welcomes into God’s
Kingdom is the one who feels that he himself deserves capital punishment for
his crimes. How wide is God’s
mercy! How wide is God’s
forgiveness! How wide is God’s love!
As Biblical scholar Gilberto Ruiz
wrote, “Whatever evil or crime one has done is
no barrier for acceptance into Jesus’ kingdom. Even those carrying out the
crucifixion and the mockeries can be forgiven by Jesus. And though he
responds to the second criminal’s request, Jesus ignores the calls to save
himself, because it is through the cross that he comes into his kingdom, where
those deemed unrighteous may share in the salvation of the righteous. His reign
is not a death-dealing system intent on punishment, but a “paradise” that
“today” extends even to those whom we do not think deserve it.” Jesus’ love always surprises us.
And so the
cross becomes the symbol of the church.
It lies at the heart of our Christian faith. More than an instrument of death, more than
an instrument of suffering and shame, the cross is a symbol of the power of
love. The cross is a symbol of the
inclusiveness and expansiveness of God’s love and of the love we are called to
share with one another.
Jesus chose
love. He always did – even when life was
dealing him the worst. Jesus always
chose love. It is as composer Mark
Miller recognizes, “ When it would be
easier for him to appease with the powerful religious leaders and Roman backed
authorities he chooses love. Even as his friends disappear and the crowds
that once shouted “hosanna” turn on him with shouts of “crucify,” he chooses
love. Even after betrayal and humiliation, even when he is dying, he chooses
love.”
He chooses a
love so powerful that forgiveness is offered
to all…even to us…even down through the ages, even
today. Forgiveness is offered to each one of you and your family and
friends and neighbors and coworkers. All that is left is for you to forgive the
ones in your life who need forgiving and to forgive yourself as well.
Jesus
chooses love and, in doing so, also shows us how far God is willing to go to
free those caught in the web of injustice, to ensure that the hungry are fed,
and the naked are clothed, and the poor are cared for, and
the sick are healed – and reminds us that we too are called to birth and nurture
justice into a world so in need of it.
We
always have a choice, you know. Every
day we have a choice. Do we choose
exclusion over inclusion? Do we choose
fear over hope? Do we choose war over
peace? Do we choose looking the other
way over promoting justice? Do we choose
love?
Everyday
we have a choice. And so on this fourth
Sunday of Lent, I challenge you to make this choice a daily spiritual
discipline. After all, it is the
challenge of being a 21st century disciple. It is the challenge of a faithful life.
This
week, when you look yourself in the mirror each morning, take a moment to
really open your eyes and see who is there and say aloud this affirmation: “Today I choose love.”