The
first day was bad. That was Friday, the
day he was crucified. The second day was
worse. That was Saturday. The world was terribly dark and forbidding,
and the flies were everywhere. The smell
of death was still pungent in the sultry air, as it always was after Governor
Pilate flexed his Roman imperial power muscles and went on one of his not infrequent
execution rampages. Now it was Sunday,
what we would call Easter.
The
followers of Jesus had congregated in Jerusalem, stunned by the death of the
one they loved and consumed by their grief.
If Friday and Saturday were bad though, the very worst day was
Sunday. Sunday was the first day of the
Jewish workweek, rather like our Monday when everything gets back to
normal.
Life
has a way of doing that, you know. Of
course, you know. If you have ever
experienced the death of a loved one, you have experienced the inevitable way
life all around you resorts to the usual, but you are not anywhere near ready
to follow suit. But still, the laundry
needs doing. The bills have got to be
paid.
And
so it was for Cleopas and his friend.
Life was quickly regaining its old rhythm after the drama of Jesus’
death.
Surely the two travellers we meet in this
story today had awakened that morning, still haunted by their dead hopes and
dreams. Jesus was supposed to have been the one to bring about a change in
their economic and social circumstances. He was going to be the one to begin
the long awaited revolt against Rome, the one who would revamp the oppressive
political system and be the new ruler.
But something had gone terribly, terribly wrong.
Those
were the facts – and, as they well knew, the facts are the facts. Oh, they had heard the news from the women
about the empty tomb. They had listened to the crazy stories about the
angels, and had even heard Peter’s declaration that the body had indeed gone
missing.
They
had tried ever so hard to picture the white linen grave clothes all folded up
and stashed in a neat pile in the corner of the tomb – and they had failed
miserably in their image making because, deep down inside, they knew that such
was the stuff that dreams, not life, are made of.
So
here it was, the third day. They could not continue in mourning forever, but
still the burning questions were these: “Now what? What do we do now?”
Of
course, they had no answers. They only
knew that they had to get on with their lives – not matter how irrelevant doing
so seemed right now. They knew that all that was left for them to do was to go
home, somehow to go back to their pre-Jesus lives, pick up where they had left
off before they had taken up with this itinerant rabbi. As Presbyterian pastor, Julie Jensen, writes,
they could only go “back to the human condition.”
And
so they took to the road, the road to Emmaus, to a place that, as the Gospel
writer of Luke tells us, was seven miles from Jerusalem. And so we picture the two friends walking
down a dusty roadway, bent on answering that proverbial question they had
raised earlier: “Now what?”
The
Gospel writer tells us that they talked about everything that had already
happened – and I guess really not at all about what would happen next.
Remember
when, they reminisced….Remember when he stopped in that ancient vineyard and
told us that we were like those vines.
Yahweh/God was the trunk, he said, even as he challenged us to be
nothing more than the branches. How they
were laden with clusters of huge purple grapes that day!
Remember just standing there, the wind
mussing our hair, marveling at how wonderful it was to be just a branch in
God’s vineyard.
Remember
when…Remember when he “sent us out two by two and told us not to take anything
we didn’t need, and you were trying to hide an extra snack in your bag just in
case? Wow, was he not happy with you when he found out!” (Jensen)
Remember
when….Remember when we got caught up in the mob scene outside the Praetorium,
when we got scared and feared for our own lives, when we abandoned him, watched
from a distance as he died. Remember
when the sky became so black. Remember
when he bled from his hands and feet and side.
Remember when his breathing became so labored that we wanted to somehow
breath for him because no one should have to endure that agony of not being
able to breathe but not yet being dead.
Remember when….
And so, Cleopas and his friend re-lived the
good and the bad times as they trudged along in the noonday heat – even though
the good times only seemed to etch more clearly their deepest regrets and
disappointments as they walked on the road to Emmaus.
You
know, the funny thing about Emmaus, the destination of Cleopas and his fellow
traveller, is that we do not know where it is.
Many Biblical sites have an archeological basis – Nazareth, Bethlehem,
Tiberius, and Jerusalem - but not Emmaus.
Oh,
Biblical scholars and archeologists have tried to place Emmaus into an
historical and archeological context.
They have drawn circles out from Jerusalem, circles with a radius of
seven miles in a vain attempt to pinpoint this location, which makes me wonder
if it is more archetypal than it is archeological. Oh, a few historic places are possibilities,
but, in reality, we really do not know where Emmaus is.
Except
that the road to Emmaus is where you go when a situation has become
unbearable. Presbyterian pastor Stan
Gockel tells us that Emmaus is “the place where we go
to escape from the cruelty of life and forget our pains, fears, and failures…..
Emmaus is whatever we do or wherever we go to make ourselves forget that the
world holds nothing sacred—that even the wisest and bravest and loveliest decay
and die; that even the noblest ideas people have come up with— ideas about love
and freedom and justice—have always been twisted out of shape by selfish
(people) for selfish ends. (Gockel
concludes that) Emmaus is the place where we go when we feel like throwing up
our hands and saying, “To hell with the whole dang thing.”
We
have all been on the road to Emmaus, you know – or, if we have not yet been on
the road, someday we will be.
“When?”
you may ask. “When have I been on the
road to Emmaus?”
Well,
you know you are on the road to Emmaus when you are like Cleopas and his fellow
traveler who talked with the stranger they met on the road and admitted to him: “We had hoped.”
You
are on the road to Emmaus when for you, like Cleopus and his friend, hope is a
thing of the past. You are on the road to Emmaus when your hope is gone, when
you can only embrace the bitter disappointment of the past tense. “We had hoped…”
We
had hoped that he would be the one to set Israel free. We had hoped that he was the Messiah. We had hoped that the marriage could have
been saved, that the child would have lived. We had hoped that he would not be
sent to Afghanistan, that he could have come home safe and sound.
The
road to Emmaus is not a happy journey, and we hate to see people on that
road. Oh, how we long not to let
others wallow in their grief. We want to
hear the future tense from Cleopas and his friend, from all those who
suffer.
After all, looking ahead to a bright
tomorrow means that they are getting back in the swing of life’s rhythms in a
timely way.
“You
are dating again, right?” “At least the
little one did not suffer – and God loves the tiny angels.” “He is serving his country – a good
patriot.” “People can do a lot with only
one arm.”
But
the road to Emmaus is a dark road, and such platitudes will not bring the light. When we walk the Emmaus road, we are
admitting our deepest disappointments.
We are embracing the past tense.
But,
you know, that is OK. It is all right to
walk for a time on the Emmaus road – though there is an important caveat.
And
the caveat is this: When you do find
yourself on the road to Emmaus, you may be grieving, you may be deeply
disappointed, and you may be living in the past tense of hopelessness. But when you find yourself on the road to
Emmaus, never believe that you are walking all alone.
If
you do, you see, you are likely to miss the stranger – because, somewhere along
the road to Emmaus, you will meet someone, as Cleopas and his friend did –
someone in the guise of a parent or grandparent, a teacher, a church member, a
friend. You may not recognize the
stranger, but he will definitely recognize you.
And
the stranger will not tell you to buck up and get over your grief and
disappointment. No – instead the
stranger will listen to you as you tell your story. The stranger will walk beside you, not in
front or behind you. The stranger may
even carry you - lest you strike your foot upon a stone, as the Psalmist
writes.
One night I dreamed I was
walking along the beach with the Lord.
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Many
scenes from my life flashed across the sky.
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In
each scene I noticed footprints in the sand.
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Sometimes
there were two sets of footprints,
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other
times there were one set of footprints.
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This
bothered me because I noticed
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that
during the low periods of my life,
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when
I was suffering from
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anguish,
sorrow or defeat,
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I
could see only one set of footprints.
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So I said to the Lord,
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"You
promised me Lord,
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that
if I followed you,
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you
would walk with me always.
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But
I have noticed that during
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the
most trying periods of my life
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there
have only been one
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set
of footprints in the sand.
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Why,
when I needed you most,
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you
have not been there for me?"
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The
Lord replied,
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"The
times when you have
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seen
only one set of footprints,
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is
when I carried you."
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And
when the day is done, invite the stranger in.
And he will take the bread you offer, and he will bless it, and he will
break it – and you will recognize him – by his compassion, by his caring, by
his accepting you for who you are, in spite of who you are.
It
is an unremarkable story really – about two unremarkable people, one of whom
does not even have a name, two unremarkable people who find their lives
transformed – at a simple evening meal, no less – because they did not walk
alone and because took the stranger in.
The
stranger, of course, is Jesus, and he does not hang around. The Gospel writer says that he immediately
vanished from their sight. Poof! He was gone.
But
that is the way it is with Jesus. He
does not stick around – not even for us - but instead he always leaves us signs
– the Holy Spirit, bread broken and shared, a set of footprints in the sand, a
listening stranger as we stumble our way to Emmaus.
by Rev. Nancy Foran, Raymond Village Community Church U.C.C.
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