It
was all in the face. At least, that is
what the Gospel writer of Luke implies in this amazing, astounding, miraculous,
mysterious, voyeuristic, visionary story of what we have come to call the
Transfiguration. Of course, the fact
that Jesus’ rough sewn muslin robe of dusty beige with a tear at the neck
turned a startling bleached white that would have made Maytag and Whirlpool
proud was rather impressive as well.
It
was really all in the face though, but, then again, it is always in the
face. The human face fascinates us. Nursing babies are positioned just right to
be able to gaze at their mother’s face.
It is in faces that we find most of our distinguishing features: Harry Potter had his mother’s eyes. The Hapsburgs had their jaw. Pinocchio had that embarrassingly long nose. And Santa Claus – well, “his eyes how they
twinkled, his dimples how merry, his cheeks were like roses, his nose like a
cherry.”
Even
our language reflects this facial fixation.
“We speak of taking things at "face value," or of doing an
"about face," or of "facing off" against opponents. We
"face the music," make "face time," and when dishonored we
"lose face." "Face cards" carry the most value and to stand
"face-to-face" with another signifies being in the most valued of
positions. One of the most advanced new computer identification techniques is
the science of "facial recognition" — computer programs that can scan
and identify individual faces without any other physical information.” (Leonard
Sweet)
And,
let’s face it: If you spend much time at
all on the internet, who can resist facebook – and poking around to discover
both the public and private faces of all our friends?
Yes,
it was all in the face when it came to that remarkable experience that Peter,
James, John – and Jesus himself – had on the mountaintop outside of
Nazareth. Jesus had left some of his
disciples behind in the village and had asked James, Peter, and John to
accompany him in prayer. They set out in
the early morning hours and hiked up an old goat trail that wound through the
pucker brush to the summit of what was most likely Mt. Tabor.
Once
there, Jesus knelt and prayed to God. In
the meantime, what with the sun being so warm and the hike so long, the
disciples promptly fell asleep. That
being said, Peter, James, and John never really saw exactly what happened. Just like we never see how a caterpillar
morphs into a butterfly, so they missed that pivotal moment when Jesus began to
glow.
By
the time they woke up, Jesus’ clothes were like an advertisement for Clorox
bleach and light was practically splitting the seams – but even more remarkable
than that, the appearance of his face had changed, we are told. The Gospel writer does not tell us exactly
how it had changed, but we are left to presume that it shone even more
brilliantly than his clothes and with a glory that we can only imagine.
And
on one side of him was Moses the great Jewish leader and giver of the law/the
Torah and on the other was Elijah the ancient and foundational Jewish
prophet. And they were talking to Jesus,
talking about Jesus’ departure to Jerusalem, according to this particular
Gospel writer.
Did
they tell Jesus that his destiny would be fulfilled in Jerusalem? Did they tell him not to be afraid? Did they tell him that while it might seem
that he had been forsaken that in the end God would be there with him and for
him? Did they tell him there was still
much to do along the way to the Holy City?
And
Jesus, did he sense even more fully than perhaps he had before that what he
must do and what he must say would change the course of human history? Did he understand even better that his
ministry of compassion and forgiveness – that “loving your neighbor as yourself”
business – really was just what God intended for humanity? Did he realize that it would all come to pass
as his intuition told him - that in the not too distant future he would again
be flanked by two men – this time criminals, rabble rousers made examples of by
Roman authorities – all of them dying on rough hewn wooden crosses together?
The
Gospel writer does not tell us because the Gospel writer does not know. But the Gospel writer does tell us that it
was about this time that Peter, James, and John woke up. None of three of them knew what to make of it
all. James and John remained in silent
awe. Peter, on the other hand,
apparently an extrovert, started talking – which is what extroverts frequently
do when they are not sure what else to do.
Peter
suggested building little tents for each one of them – shelters, shrines, the
beginnings of a seminary - and just as he was really getting on a roll, spouting
off his plans for a chapel and dormitories – he was silenced by a dark and
shadowy cloud, out of which came a voice that could only belong to God. “This
is my Chosen One, listen to him.”
And
the cloud disappeared, the sun came out again, Moses and Elijah were long gone,
and it was just Jesus – the one they knew, the familiar one, with the deep
brown and gentle eyes, the kind lips, the determined chin. The glory was gone. The light was gone. But as Jesus looked into the disciples’ eyes,
he saw that they would never be the same – nor would he.
Episcopal
priest, Barbara Brown Taylor puts it this way:
“I think it was something he learned on the mountain, when light burst
through all his seams and showed him what he was made of. It was something he
never forgot. If we have been allowed to intrude on that moment, it is because
someone thought we might need a dose of glory too, to get us through the
night.”
They
never told anyone – not the four of them – what happened up there on the summit
of Mt. Tabor. I mean, really! Would you have breathed a word of it to just
anybody? Would people have thought them
crazy? Probably – you have to be careful
with visionary experiences.
However,
no one really thought to ask about the mountaintop experience because when
Jesus, Peter, James, and John returned to the village, they walked right into a
crowd surrounding the other nine disciples.
Matthew, Judas, Andrew, and the others were hard at work trying –
without success - to exorcise a particularly evil demon in a small child. Today we call it epilepsy as that would
explain the fit and foaming at the mouth. – a grand mal seizure.
From
the glory of the mountaintop, Jesus returned to the chaos of the village. From the majesty of the summit, Jesus
returned to the confusion that is the stuff of which the ordinariness of life
is made.
Jesus
was on his way to Jerusalem now – he and Moses and Elijah had talked about it –
remember? However, he stopped anyway and healed this small boy. A word, a touch, and the seizure ceased as
quickly as it had begun. And as tears
coursed down his cheeks and got caught up in his beard, the boy’s father wiped
the spittle from his son’s mouth and cheeks until his face was clean once
more.
Whether
you believe that this tale of the transfiguration is literally true – or is an
explanation of a mysterious vision – or was a legend fostered in the early days
of Christianity to explain the glory of God that dwelt in abundance in Jesus,
surely there is something even the most cynical among us can glean from it. Actually three things, I think.
First
of all, we must not belittle those so-called mountaintop experiences, those
times when we feel the glory of God or the power of the Almighty around
us. There is such a tendency to write
them off as not authentic - or even fabricated.
The
Celtic Christians of Great Britain called these experiences “thin places” –
where the veil between the holy and the ordinary is for a moment stripped away
and the two those worlds become one. For
me, the Isle of Iona is a thin place – as is the sacred site of Choquechirao in
Peru – and the lakes of Algonquin Park in Ontario.
Mountaintop
experiences do not have to happen on mountains either – or even outdoors! They may occur in stuffy hospital rooms – or
at the moment a hand is held or a hug given and received. They may happen at summer camps – or even in
churches when communion is shared or the choir does a particularly wonderful
job of telling our story in their songs.
When
these experiences happen, we would be wise to give God the benefit of the doubt
– that the Holy One is still speaking. God
may speak to us in visions – I know that has been true for some of you – or God
may speak to us in silence or in the wisp of a dream. Respect these invasions into the ordinary,
respect them and just listen. “This is
my Chosen One. Listen to him.”
Second,
Jesus did not stay on the mountaintop – and neither should we. He was on his way to Jerusalem – and in a
sense, because we follow him, we are too.
And as the season of Lent unfolds, we will see that going to Jerusalem
is not at all what the disciples expected.
As Barbara Brown Taylor writes, “Later, when Jesus’ exodus got under way
and they saw what it meant for him -- when they saw that shining face bloodied
and spat upon, those dazzling clothes torn into souvenir rags -- I’ll bet they
had to rethink what that glory was all about. His face did not shine on the
cross.” And yet, we follow him off the
mountaintop and out of our churches. We take
up our crosses and follow him to Jerusalem – once there to finally understand
what it means to die and be reborn.
Third,
Jesus understood that there was lots of work along the way to the Holy
City. It was not a straight shot to
Jerusalem, but rather it was littered along the way with the beaten down and
the battered: A demon to be
exorcised. The sick healed. A crippled cured – even on the Sabbath. Always Jesus stopped. He looked into the faces of the needy and the
eyes of the blind. He wiped tears from
the cheeks of the lonely and watched the mouths of the hungry being fed.
And
so for us – and for this church – there is lots of work along the way. We too will see the faces of the broken and
the lonely and the ones whom society has chewed up and spat out. Their faces should haunt us, for they are the
crosses that we carry. They are the ones
we are called to stop for along the way to the Holy City, on the way to new
life.
Francis
Dorff wrote a wonderful story called "The Rabbi's Gift." It goes like this:
There
was a famous monastery, which had fallen on hard times. Few pilgrims came to seek guidance, and few
young people became monks. At last, there was only a handful of elderly monks
going about their work, their prayer, their study with heavy hearts.
One
day, the abbot of the monastery went to visit the local hermit rabbi. They
greeted one another, and then went into the simple hut where the rabbi
lived. They sat there, silently prayed,
and then the abbot began to weep. He poured out his concern for the monastery
and for the spiritual health of the monks.
Finally,
the rabbi said, 'You seek a teaching from me and I have one for you. It is a
teaching which I will say to you and then I will never repeat. When you share
this teaching with the monks, you are to say it once and then never to repeat
it. The teaching is this. Listen carefully. "The Messiah is among
you."
The
abbot returned to monastery, gathered the monks, and told them the teaching:
“The Messiah is among you.” The monks
began to look at one another ( and treat one another) in a whole new
light. Is Brother John the messiah? Or
Father James? Am I the messiah?
Each
one of them might be the messiah, and the few pilgrims who still came to the
monastery noted this new treatment of one another, this new sense of
expectation,. And soon the word spread. What a spirit of concern and compassion
and expectation can be felt at the monastery!
As you might guess, the monastery began to flourish once more – all because
they looked into the faces on one another and saw each other as people of
worth.
And so you see, the Gospel writer of Luke was right. It
is all in the face – for in each one of us shines the eyes of Jesus and the
glory of God.
by Rev. Nancy Foran
www.rvccme.org
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